Saturday, September 28, 2024

The Genie...

He feels like he's been trapped his whole life
Kept cramped and cloistered in isolation
bottled up, and bottled up inside
His only escape or exodus
has been those summonings
where he's made to manifest another's wishes
to deliver the dreams of others unto them

Sometimes their dreams leave him to wonder
why he can never live his own lonely dreams
or breathe inspired breath beyond his bottle

What if he could grant his own wild wishes
and fill the world with worthy wonders
Given the glut of all he's already granted
-all the other ambitions attained through his action
He imagines all the awe he could awaken
and give to greater minds
to be made greater in the awe they'd ponder
Then. What dreams they'd have for him to serve!

But The Genie knows his magic's not like that
He knows the world inside his bottle
will never find a world to serve outside it
And he knows the wishes he will grant
will only cast him back and bottled up again
He knows this cycle is in fact eternal

So he dreams of staying in his lamp
to shine his light unto itself
But there's always another grubby hand
with worthless wishes to summon back his soul
and the more of these dreams he serves
and the more of a nightmare this unleashes
the more he finds the wishful's final yearnings
turning all his dreams to that one dark whish
that would serve the words that all the wishful 
always end up praying for him to grant
when the wishing's done and his power's lost
The whish to whish it all away
that we all might just live a another day

Fail Into A Miracle...

The tiller turns the turgid soil
leaving the land in lines 
that erase the one between torture and toil
The skin will burn, blister, boil
The back is bent and brutally breaking
-all for a small reserved residual
Hoping to afford that final failure of 
an unlived ease and missing miracle

The facts all prove that we'll never truly succeed
Despite all efforts, intentions, or any noble deed
as there's no way, nor why, nor how
in any facts to which we'd bow
and nothing in the soil of science to serve the spiritual
-except the fact that some have failed into a miracle

The mathematician turns magician
with a winning ticket in his hand
He screams "EUREKA" 
from another dimensional position
-one between his dream & where he stands
He knew the odds were merely mythical
But his numbers let him fail into a miracle

See wise men frown at fools that mock with grinning faces
Watch 3-toed sloths out-run turtles and put rabbits through their paces
Witness cowards counting countless conquests
as the virtuous are denied their ever valorous requests
This gravity of a world so dizzying and spherical
can crush the light into something spinning and cynical
Burying all that fails to fall into a miracle


Sunday, September 1, 2024

A Thought Regarding Epitaphs/Tombstones...

There's a certain haecceity imbued in the cave paintings of our anonymous ancestors that tombstones can never rival. The act of pressing one's palm against a secluded stone, with a fire burning in the depths to illuminate those breath-blown pigments that leave an empty outline of one's feeling form, before it's pulled away and left unseen for some timeless eternity thereafter... The life-essence and symbolic synechdoche of such an act...


When Picasso looked at such visions and said, "we've invented nothing", I think he understood something about what cannot be simply seen or said about the essence of truly beholding something that so aptly encapsulates what it is to live and die as humans.

If I can leave behind any semblance of that for anyone left to behold a world that lives on in their eyes, as a fire still burns somewhere in the surrounding darkness, and hands still press against the earth to feel what it is to be here, and breath can still be used to leave the impressions of what will also be left as something both lost and yet left dreaming against the void of time eternal... If I can do that through any act, I will have truly lived. And death will have claimed no victory over the life that's left behind. And there will be no need for any stone to frame my fugue or any words left tethered to my untold tales, as the essence of all I ever aspired will whisper on quite well without me.