Imagining Conversations...

I'm imagining conversations
 simulating narratives
to simulate something real
Inventing words like despairatives
to convey what I feel
but what remains unreal

I'm imagining conversations
based on some impressions
of entities believed but unknown
that make illuminating professions
of what's reaped and what's sown
Imagining this all in the silence of my own

I'm imagining conversations
with my imagining me
an abstraction of self
as I imagine it to be
not really my self
but what I imagine me to see
if my eyes were cut-loose and set free

I'm imagining conversations
that my imaginings might have
imagining them speaking
words as a soothing salve
as they find what I'm seeking
adjoining disjointed halves

I'm imagining conversations
that I imagine might be had
by those that read these words
and think them good, or bad
Imagining them in imagined words
declaring reactions being amused or sad

I'm imagining conversations
as I imagine all that's not
imagining the unreal
as I imagine all I've got
imagining it as a deal
that's doomed to become shot
or something some would steal
or as things I've just forgot